SO JUST PULL THE TRIGGER...

i dont know why... i dont know for what... i know just that i may be fall in love at first with u...
if it is not so i gonna be happy.... but why my heart dont bealieve that all that time it was nothing... why u dont....
just.... help.... i need u... and i understand that i have a chance now for a new relations... but i dont want...
may be because it was so hurt... oh u just dont know...it is so hurt... but not how it was 2 years and 4 month ago...
but .... it is another...it is just like without feelings at all.
i want to ask u but for what... i want to know: is it really happened??

sorry for my gramma...